As usual went to church, I managed to stay awake. SSS then went to Cafe Cartel at Siglap to celebrate teachers' day for my sunday school teacher. My 1st outing with Ryan (SSS teacher) and class for this year. Finished at around 3plus, and didn't want to go home coz later watching "881" with family at 6.40pm. So called 'sister' out to TM to pei me.
We sat at interchange and talked, told sister lots of things. I think most of the thing sister already heard before. Talked until 5 plus then decided to walk around TM n CS until 5.50pm coz sister had to go to church. Saw Mr. Poon with his nephew, Zanthus, dam adorable. Sister went and parents came, proceeded to watch movie. The show was super long and wasn't tt nice,only the bad part which was quite touching.
Dined, then bought some necessities and backed home.
When sister told me about it, I was hoping tt I could be the 1st. Although in my previous post I said that I will not have any hopes, wishes and wants on you. During the whole time outside, I was clinging on tight to the hope. When I came home, I saw it, I wasn't the 1st, not even the 1st few. I may even not know. Was she the 1st? Is her's the only one you could rmb. Even if you don't know mine, you could have asked. And once again, my mood has changed becoz of you. After talking with sister today, whatever things you did that made me happy was just my wishful part. It was all actually nothing.
I'm toning tonight, and I wish once again you will be around. But I know this wish of my won't come true.
THANKS SISTER FOR LISTENING :)
